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Joy, Love, & Fond Memories

I’m moved.

By joy and love.

Nice to be connected to the Universe once again.

I miss that feeling.

Welcome back. =)

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Charlotte’s Web

Caught the movie today.

I’ve always had fond memories of the book, ‘cos it reminds me of gd old sec sch days. And I particularly love this literature book that speaks of friendship, love, and loyalty.

I miss it so much.

Sigh.

Movie Review

Oh, the little gal in the movie, Fern, freaks me out a little. When i was in Bangkok, I watched this reality show with her as a guest speaker. Although she’s not older than 15 years old, the way she carried herself and answered those qns made her appear overly grown up. She is too wise beyond her age and kinda lack the innocence nad naviety found in typical 15 yr old kid. Gosh… >_<

Other than the fact that she stunned me a tad with her air of wisdom, Fern in the movie is a cute little gal, whom had a crush on this aww-so-cute-classmate-of-hers.

And I love Wilbur. Some Terrific and Humble Pig.

And of ‘cos, our love-ly and loyal Charlotte whom create her little miracles.

Alright… Timbleton’s adorable in his own ways too.

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Highlights of 2006

2006 is coming to an end. And it’s time to do some reflections of what happened in 2006.

1) 2006 is the year where my friends take TCC. Especially heart-warming to strengthen my bond with a pri/sec sch fren whom I’ve not in contact with for 7 years.

2) I learn how it is like to FULLY LIVE and FULLY LOVE.

3) I transcend my greatest fears. 

4) Experience unconditional love and total acceptance.

5) Completed a personal project which i never thought it was possible to.

6) Started The Lobang Queen.

7) Have breakthroughs in my relationship with my family, especially my mum.

Found out what drives me in every single thing that I do. Found out the meaning of life. Found out what am I here for.

9) Learnt how to create results in my life.

10) Making difference to ppl. around me.

11) Found out whom my ideal partner is. (hahahaha…….) And found out what kind of lady I strive to be. (Finally…….!)

12) Travelled overseas with my frens for the 1st time (yah lah… i nv travelled alone without a tour guide b4. =P)

13) CCI celebrated its anniversary!

14) I accepted who I am completely. That includes having the courage and being responsible for all my actions.

15) I got in and out of a conscious relationship. Grow and learn alot from it.

In summary, 2006 carried the themes of Wisdom, Love and Courage.

I declare 2007 to take on the themes of Performance, Results and Effectiveness.

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Thailand Trip

I just came back from thai trip. Spend 3 lovely days at bangkok with Dianna and Daizhong, and we enjoyed ourselves tremendously. Guess what? I bumped into Zann at Singapore airport on sunday morning. Zann is this Image consultant whom took a program called, Love Actually, with Kelvin 2 weeks ago, and I got to know her there.

Since she was travelling alone on day 1, I invited her to join us shopping! And we went chatuchuk and shop till we drop. It’s amazing how ppl can connect instantaneously when they barely know one another. Either I took an instant liking to this new lady friend of mine, or I was carried away by my unnecessary i-must-take-gd-care-of-her-since-she-is-all-alone behavior. Or both. Whatever’s the case, it was nice to have her around.

Alright, so you prob have heard so many ppl claiming that the things at Bangkok are dirt cheap. So how dirt cheap is dirt cheap?
Here’s what you can buy with S$250:

2 thai silk shawls. 2 dresses. 4 female tops and 1 tube. 2 Male tops. 1 billabong boardshorts. 1 funky watch. 2 dvds. 1 pair of sunglasses. 1 flora pattern slipper. 1 magic wallet. 4 chopsticks holders. 2 quality wrapping papers. 1 necklace. 1 pair of earrings. 4 souvenirs for your friends. 3 food stuffs for your friends. 1 ferry wheel’s ride. 1 bikini set. 1 hr of thai massage plus tips. All lunch and dinner for 3 days, including a few trips to 7-11. Transportation (including tuk-tuk). And the thai airport tax of 500 baht.

Which is not too bad. What truly thrills me is the bargaining game itself. I get to put my negotiation skills to the test, and I’m secretly in love with the game. Oh, since Dianna and Daizhong dun like to bargain for their purchases, I got to bargain their share too! Cool! Yes, and I finally bought my bikini and sunglasses! Hehehehe…….

The thai massage was incredible. It makes my usual massages look like they’re part of a scam. >_<

I got "triggered" at least 3 times during my trip. Had some realizations there and then, and I learnt a few things for myself. Which is nice.

And I feel like going there again. I miss shopping… yes, there’s no such thing as shop enough.
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Relationship

And we parted off really well, except for the initial "hiccup" due to his misinterpretation of my intentions.

I’m so glad it was a conscious relationship. It makes things so much easier to handle.
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Creating Results

I’m being put to the test of creating results and high performance.

Without me asking for it.

>_<

Alright, I shall stop the whining. I’ll go Create the Results!!!
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Coach

Sigh.

Maybe it’s time for me to trust my abilities enough. And jump out of my comfort zone of "apprenticing". Truth is, I’ve been apprenticing for the past 1 1/2 years already. How long more do I want to apprentice? How long more do I want to stay in my little comfort zone? Sheesh…

I actually feel like beating myself up for my self-doubt.

Maybe it’s time for me to grow up faster.
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B’day Celebration

Most likely I wun be celebrating my b’day this year.

‘cos i’m kinda tired of the same routine- Plan where to go. Invite close frens. Immerse in my friends’ attentions and affections. Pose for photos. Cut cake. Open presents. Dun get me wrong. I love all of that, especially the presents and having all my closest friends around me on this important day.

But dunno since when b’day doesn’t feel that important to me anymore. In fact, cliche as it sounds, everyday is equally important to me.

For once, I actually feel like slping at home on my b’day, not doing any planning, and I dun mind not having any presents. Haha… yes, can you imagine I actually said i dun mind not having any presents?!?

Gosh… what’s happening to me?

Alright, we’ll see how things go. I may still decide to throw a celebration at the last min.

So you’re seeking for answers?

Great.

What are some of your FAQs about life?

Bring it on!

Let’s have them answered.

OMG! My friends are in for coming TCC.

And I’m their pre-TCC coach, and MCW tag-coach.

Mwhaha… they have no idea that they’d got themselves a confronting coach.

They’re so gonna get their butts kicked.

I guarantee it.

*rubbing both palms in glee* mwhahaha….

This is so exciting!!!

I’m thrilled beyond words.

May wisdom and courage be with us. Period.

I want to sleep.

I want to read my novels.

I want to watch lots of videos.

I want to play bball.

I want to start my personal project.

I want to get a tan.

I want to hit the beach and do people-watching.

I want to write xmas cards.

I want to catch up with close friends and spend more time with family.

I want to tidy my room and clear lots of clutters.

I want to do all of these all at once.

I want to laze around and do nothing at all.

But which one should I do first? Hmm…

It isn’t every day you get dilemmas like these.

I can’t help but fall in love with the holidays…

Ahhh………… zzzzzzzzzzzz

Last Paper

Just had my Psychology paper.

The dual regret symptom kicked in again:

If I dun review my MCQs, I would regret it
If I review my MCQs, I would regret it.
Whether I review or dun review my MCQs, I would regret it.
Either way, I would regret both.

Argh!

When will I ever learn?!? >_<
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The long wait anticipation is here!

My Exams Are FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOOREY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I can finally start working on my hols plans. So exciting!!!

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Power of Dreams

I had a dream.

I dreamt of 4 digit numbers.

Told my mum the moment I woke up.

She bought.

The number strike.

What a freaking powerful and cool dream to have. =)
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Relationship

Finally found the root cause to my patterns in the relationship.

Hahaha… what else can i say except to laugh?

*pengz*
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Latest Realization

Sometimes I enjoy fighting myself so much that I will fight myself for the pure fun of it.

(-_-;)

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A writer’s dream

I want to be a writer.

And I want it simply because I want it.

I shall start writing now.