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I was admiring a wild flower that rested on my window sill on wednesday, when I hit upon an important realization to

Who/What is GOD?

The clue is- "GOD is too big to fit into any religion."

And the answer is found in this line- "To see Heaven in a wild flower."

Hahahahaha…. I’m laughing at myself. I’ve spent years trying to figure out the answer, and read so many books to give me a clue of what/who GOD is, when the answer has been right in front of me all along. Sigh… my realization came so effortlessly that I can’t help but feel a tad cheated. hahaha… boohoo…

And when I made that realization, the first thing that occurred for me was- "WTF?!?". yea… WTF man…

Let’s review this poem that I’ve posted some time back:

"To see the world in a grain of sand,

and Heaven in a wild flower.

To hold infinity in the palm of your hands,

and eternity in an hour."

Previously, I cannot fathom what the second line means, but now, it makes a hellavu sense. Whoever wrote this poem is a remarkable person, and I salute him for it. In 4 lines, he/she has summarized the clues to the universal qns of "Who am I?" and "Who/What is GOD?", as well as covered the human trap/condition. Incredible sia~ Sigh… to think the answer was right in front of me all along. I’m really curious to know Who this person is. I do not meant his name, but rather, what happened to him that made him wrote these 4 lines.

Anyway, if you’re a christian, I’ll like to say that I have total respect for christianity, because I believe that,

"The closer one is to his faith, the simpler GOD becomes. The simpler GOD becomes, the greater is his presence."

However, the thing is, most ppl. misinterpreted GOD as a male figure. Like how we coined mother Nature, it does not necessarily means that Nature is female right? And alot of ppl. turn to the religion because GOD loves them. Which is kinda ironic isn’t it? If you examined these ppl’s lives, almost all, if not all, feel incomplete and lack of love in their lives, and needs an authoritative figure to love them so that they can be "complete".

True, GOD is great. I believe so… but my point is- dun digest every word you read literally, lest you become blind to your faith. So does it necessarily mean that GOD is a male just because the bible wrote GOD - the father, son and holy spirit?

I shall stop here. Just as much as I would like to continue to share my insights, religions have been a touchy subject to discuss.

So I will end by quoting this line again,

"To see heaven in a wild flower."

Amen.

ps: I’ll like to acknowledge the person who wrote the poem. Thank You.

I used to blog every week… but I’ve lost interest in blogging after POS. sigh… WHY?

1) I’ve had been so happy that there’s nothing I wanta bitch about in my life.
2) I’ve had been so depressed knowing the truth about myself and the world that I can’t pull myself out of the bed to blog.
3) I’ve been fighting too many battles with my ego over the last few weeks that I’m simply too tired to blog. In the past, my ego has taught me to be significant, and I’ve done my best to prove to the world that I’m good enough. Now, i’m learning to play my role, but it’s so tough ‘cos I’m not used to it. But I will control my ego eventually, instead of being controlled by her.
4) I’ve spent most of my time laughing and crying at myself and the world, so no time to blog lor. hahaha… boohoo… hahaha…

Did you know that the mountains, seas, oceans, flowers, volcanoes, sky, earth, sand and dust (and everything else) are all laughing at men’ folly and stupidity? They’ve been laughing at humanity for eons. And they’ll still laugh at us in eternity.
Well, of ‘cos you have no idea what the f*ck i’m talking about. If you do… You will be laughing at yourselves and the world. You’ll be laughing at how stupid we really are. Oh yes, i used to think men are stupid. Now, I think we’re stupid beyond help. We scramble over wealth and power, thinking we can bring both away when we die. We expend all our energies in our work, and trying to prove to the world our significance. Most ppl. pray to GOD or BUDDHA so that they can have a second chance at what they can’t fulfill in this lifetime. We do our best to create our future, so that our children will grow up "remembering" us after we die. DUH!!! I refuse to continue here… b’cos whatever I blog will be insignificant anyway… men will still be stupid and the world will still be f*cked up.

I will LIVE my life well, b’cos I’ve only got one life. No, there’s no afterlife, nor a second chance. I’ve got only one shot. While I can’t choose to be significant when I’m in actual fact, insignificant, I can however, choose to live my life the way I want. I CHOOSE TO BE JOY.

sigh, men are really f*cked up and stupid. no wonder the mountains, seas, oceans, flowers, volcanoes, sky, earth, sand and dust (and everything else) are laughing at us and will still laugh at us in eons to come. we’ll never learn.

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POS GROUNDING DAY 2

I WILL into RESPONSIBILITY in LETTING GO of MY PAST, TAKING RESPONSIBILITY of MY PRESENT, AND CREATING MY FUTURE.

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

I played bball yesterday. It’s been a long while since I held the ball in my hands. Awww…
I wanta acknowledge Sharon, a fren whom I’ve made while playing bball. She went Australia and bought me a converse bball jersey set as a souvenir, ‘cos she knows it’s difficult for me to buy a nice female bball jersey in singapore. Awww…. and it fitted qte well! Awww…So nice of her. THANK YOU!
I’m gonna score more points with my new jersey. All right baby!

I had to give tuition the whole day yesterday. My tutee kid mum treated me to steamboat. YUMMILY DELICIOUS, and DELICIOUSLY YUMMY! even more yummy ‘cos it’s free… and i love freebies, pressies and free treats. hehehehehehehe……… couldn’t stop grinning.

Got jersey and steamboat treat in a day. Yah, i know men are stupid, and so am I. The difference is- I am happily stupid. we’re still insignificant anyway.

hahahaha……… so delighted!!! tsk tsk tsk… fancy getting delighted over a pressie and free treat…
oh well, i’m amused by the little pleasures of life. hehehe….

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I watched ART OF SEDUCTION the other day. Reminded me the stuffs i learnt out of POS. mwhahaha…. so hilarious I couldn’t stop laughing. I dun mind watching it a second time. Is anyone interested? *winks*

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Xing Jian, HAPPY B’DAY TO YOU!!!!

Nope, I did not forget your b’day…

It just slipped my mind…

But I remembered you while I was taking POS…

Reminds me of the days when we took TCC together, and travelling back home after MCW…

I dunno what you’re referring to in your blog…

But what you need is just a phone call away…

Executive Coach International - 6726 1910

Hahahahaha………. as for the rest, it’s…

My number - 9**6*15**

That’s if you want to honour the spirit of giving, and experience the joy of treating…

*winks*

I’m really just kidding you noe? Then again, perhaps not…

In any case, I owe you a treat yah?

Happy B’day once again, my BUDDY!!! *HUGZ*

I’ve just taken the program, Principles of Seduction (POS), over the weekend, and it was deep, fun, useful, confronting and transforming…

DEEP

I began first by understanding this concept…

"If I’m aware of my trap, I will regret it.
If i’m not aware of my trap, I will also regret it.
Whether I’m aware or not aware of my trap, I will regret it.
Either way, I will regret both."

Finally, I learn how to…

"See the world in a grain of sand,
and Heaven in a wild flower,
To hold Infinity in the palm of my hand,
And Eternity in an Hour."

I used to read it somewhere, but never given it much a thought (’cos it makes no sense to me back then). Now it makes hellavu sense.

FUN
Got lots of activities on the art of seduction. I got to discover which style I’m best at. If I recall well, there were 7 styles in total. I’m best at 3 of them. Am learning now how I might be able to fuse 2 styles together. Chim chim stuffs… but very fun. The participants also got to test it out their skills… mwhahaha…. fun lah! It’s just so fun! hehehe… you got to experience it for yourself.

USEFUL
Well, you can apply it, definitely. I used to have difficulties talking to good-looking ppl, ‘cos they’re kinda intimidating. However, right now, I can get their numbers if I choose to. Cool huh?!? heh heh… of ‘cos it doesn’t just limit to the opposite sex as well. I can connect with anyone, anytime. But since it’s a skill, you gotta practise and hone it.

CONFRONTING
Sigh… I saw how my ancestors look like, and how my future generations will be. I saw how my parents have fu*ked up my future relationship(s), and how I will in turn, *fu*cked* up my children’. I also saw the truth about the world, and the trap we’re all in. More specifically, like why ppl. pursue money, build monuments, leave legacy, pursue happiness, pursue love… blah blah blah… you name it…

The only comfort thing is, I am now out of that trap.

TRANSFORMING
I got what I intended b4 the program, which is to FULLY LIVE and FULLY LOVE. I managed to get both. Life used to play a big game on me. Now I get to play the game in whichever way I want.
I also experienced a "moment of agape", meaning unconditionally acceptance and unconditional love. I said "a moment", b’cos it is not easy. But at least I saw and experience what it is like to accept and love another unconditionally.

I also understand why the past POS Graduates are so secretive about the program, and why they dun normally say more than, "Wait until POS". Hahaha… well, at least I manage to describe more than the 3 words, if anything.

To summarize in a sentence what I’ve gotten out of POS, would be removing all personal barriers to connect with anyone, anytime, anywhere.

Enough said, I’m having fun playing the game of life. Are you part of the game? ; )